jaclyn's journal.

irishhhhhhhhhh

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 23:34:57 GMT

happy st. patricks day!

"everyone's irish on st. patties day"-bds

kiss me i'm irish. =)

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 19:44:21 GMT

You scored as Sadistic Humour. Congratulations, you scored Sadistic Humour. You find the little things in life to be funny, and have a great sense of humour, whether it's stupid or dark. You're probably young, and older people don't understand why it's all so fucking hillarious. Either way, check out: Clerks, Mallrats, Napoleon Dynamite, Wayne's World.

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Sadistic Humour

95%

Romantic Comedy

90%

Sci-Fi/Fantasy

70%

Mindfuck

60%

Drama/Suspense

50%

Mindless Action Flick

50%

Artistic

45%

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Fri, 25 Feb 2005 19:34:01 GMT

figured i'd give the random update. its february break, and im just relaxing, having fun. most recently, i went snowboarding with JT for the weekend. it was crazy fun. i really want to get my own snowboard. (i'll take donations). anyways, before that was antioch. most likely my last one =(. but it made a huge difference. probably one of the best retreats ever. the theme was "relationships", and lets just say i had one to fix up. and we really did, "were really doin it!". i <3 you ant.

anyways, other than that..i got into saint josephs university. so now its a matter of deciding between York College of Pennsylvania OR Saint Joseph's University. good thing is i havent gotten rejected from any of the schools i applied to. :knock on wood:

its not so easy =/

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 05:43:40 GMT

"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now youre not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."

"If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"

"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"

"I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was"

"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 05:22:13 GMT

You scored as Prep/Jock/Cheerleader.

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Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

38%

Ghetto gangsta

19%

Punk/Rebel

19%

Goth

13%

Drama nerd

13%

Geek

Loner

Stoner

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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Wed, 12 Jan 2005 20:20:23 GMT

Sometimes i wonder, if trying is worth anything.

I read this book, "He's Just Not That Into You"...and its basically what the title is. It's this book explaing all the tell-tale signs that a guy just doesn't like you that much. Some of it is bullshit, but about 80% seemed accurate. I just hate getting mixed signals from people, and i can't tell if theyre actually busy..or they just make up an excuse for not calling. i mean sure, people do have busy days, but i mean, a phone call just to say hey doesnt take that long does it?

i'm the type of person that is always like 'well, im not gonna call him first. lets see if he calls me." or "im not gonna ask him to hang out, he should ask me." sometimes its intentional, sometimes its not. i just wonder if guys think about us as much as we think about them. do they analyze the tiniest things? or just shrug everything off? why cant guys just get that girls like being called? and they enjoy having that kind of company? i just feel so like, little and insignificant sometimes. and one person shouldn't make me feel like that.

i've gone through this before with the same person. twice. and i was hurt twice. i'm trying to hold back my feelings as much as i possibly can. i'm not starting anything. i can't. i just cant take the emotions anymore. last time i always said "maybe hes busy today, we'll see how it goes tomorrow." no. no more of that bullshit. this is the first and last week that i can consider feeling like this. today is wednesday. if its a good turn-out, then i'll positively move forward. but if not, then im done. i'll stop myself while im ahead of the game. hindsight really is a bitch, because i just end up confusing the hell out of myself.

"..waiting here with hopes the phone will ring, and i'm thinking awful things. pretty sure that few would notice."

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 20:29:08 GMT

FIRSTS

01. First best friend(s): jess and sarah
02. First car: 2003 civic coupe
03. First crush: umm..ed..in like 4th grade
04. First kiss: hmm..sean ?
05. First job: SODC camp counselor
06. First roommate: I don’t have one..

LASTS
01. Last kiss: :)
02. Last good cry: couple weeks ago..
04. Last movie seen: white noise
05. Last beverage drank: coffee
06. Last food consumed: a bagel
07. Last crush/bf/gf: I hate you.
08. Last phone call: ant
09. Last time showered: last night
10. Last shoes worn: birkenstocks
11. Last item bought: movie ticket
12. Last annoyance: school!!!
13. Last time wanting to die: I don’t think ever.
14. Last time scolded: “clean your room”, yesterday
15. Last bar/club you were at: good timez!! LOL

RANDOM

01. who are your best friends? you know who you are
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
03. how long have you been together?
04. how long was your longest? 5-ish months
05. have you ever cheated? nah, that’s not cool
06. been cheated on? hope not
07. do you still talk to your childhood friends? hell yea jess and sar (13 years)
08. How many best friends did you have growing up? 3-5 when I was little

FASHION

01. where is your favorite place to shop? uhh..american eagle/abercrombie probably
02. any tattoos or piercings? ears, tattoo soon.
03. what's your favorite article of clothing? def any of my hoodies or comfy clothes
04. what would you die without? food, water + shelter, money
05. what's your favorite thing to buy? clothes and movies

SPECIFICS

01. do you do drugs? nah
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? paul mitchell
03. what are you most scared of? anything tragic happening to family/friends/myself
04. what are you listening to right now? yellowcard
05. where do you want to get married? some big white pretty church
06. how many buddies are online right now? 146
07. what would you change about yourself? eh
08. pets? my doggy, Jeter

FAVORITES

01. color: blue/pink/black
02. food: bagels or some kind of chicken
03. boys' names: tristan or connor
04. girls' names: madison
05. subjects in school: forensic science, although it’s a bitchload of work
06. animals: i <3 animals..dogs, turtles, cows, black panthers
07. sport: baseball
08. perfume: callipso vanilla or ralph lauren (anything)
09. holiday: christmas :)
10. place you've traveled: aruba, st. martin

HAVE YOU EVER

01. given anyone a bath? maybe one of my baby cousins ?
03. bungee jumped? no, but I want to so bad
04. made yourself throw up? ew no
05. skinny dipped? i guess u could say so
06: been in love? somethin like that.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? lol yes

08. pictured your crush naked? maybe
09. actually seen your crush naked? not yet ;)
10. cried when someone died? yeah
11. lied? yes
12. fallen for a friend? Oh yes
13. been rejected? yeah..not fun
14. rejected someone? yeah =/
15. used someone? "friends w/ benefits" thing
16. done something you regret? I don’t like to live w/ regret
17. had a threesome? haha no

CURRENT

01. clothes: comfy pants, polo shirt, puffy vest
02. music: YC
03. make-up: eyeliner/mascara
04. annoyance: im sick
05. smell: my perfume I guess
06. favorite artist: too many
07. desktop picture: brad pitt
08. color of toenails: red :)
09. weekend plans: something for my birthday/family from boston is visiting
10. frustrations: uhh idk

LAST PERSON

01. you touched: weber or jess
02. you IMed: nathan
03. you saw: eric
04. you had dinner with: JT
05. you kissed: uh..
06. you hugged: nick
07. you had drinks with: weber

WHO DO YOU WANNA

01. kill: I got one person in mind
02. slap: same as above
03. look like: angelina jolie..shes gorgeousss
04. talk to offline: a lot of people ?
05. talk to online: “ ”
06. kiss: got someone in mind ;)
07. visit: ?

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Twelve random things you like/love:
01) friends
02) family
03) good ol jersey
04) music
05) pictures
06) youth group
07) my camera
08) my car
09) my ipod
10) snowboarding
11) the beach
12) my baby blanket :)

Ten things about yourself:
01) I snowboard
02) i <3 music
03) i turn 18 tomorrow
04) i cant wait for college
05) I always smile
06) i love the shore/ocean
07) i have 3 siblings
08) I have a family in California
09) I have a dog named jeter
10) i’m currently sick

Ten good girl friends:
1) jess
2) sarah
3) jt
4) jenna
5) griff
6) danielle
7) ro
8) rosa
9) linds
10) gina

Ten good guy friends:
1) eric
2) ant
3) dan
4) keith
5) oli
6) jer
7) adam
8) charles
9) scott
10) nate

Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) chicken parm
02) chicken alfredo
03) mashed potatoes
04) chicken nuggets
05) cheese itz
06) oreos
07) Chinese Food
08) diet peach snapple

Seven things you wear Daily:
01) cross necklace
02) watch
03) tiffany bracelet
04) livestrong bracelet
05) thong
06) bra
07) clothes

Six things that annoy you:
01) this bitch, who lies a lot.
02) obnoxious people
03) school/waking up early
04) being sick
05) midterms
06) people who cant drive

Five things you touch everyday:
01) my car
02) my phone
03) my comp
04) my hair
05) my bed

Four shows you watch:
01) Desperate Housewives
02) lost
03) Life as We Know It
04) CSI

Three people you love:
1) Family as a whole
2) friends as a whole
3) ---

Two things you hate:
01) this bitch, who lies a lot.
02) people you cant trust

One wish:
1) For everyone to chill out, grow up, be happy and live life to its fullest without everyday petty drama.

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 20:51:54 GMT

Once again, i haven't updated in a while. quick update...

-went to california from 12/23-12/30. Jess came. It was fun.
-Christmas was cool.
-Happy New Year.

Nutshell version of my life.

Last night i went to nathans house. a few people were there. it was cool..then at like 1:00 we went to the roach. after, me jess and weber went back to sarahs house, drank beers and watched king arthur haha. we slept till 2:00..and here i am.

Its madd weird that its 2005. Its my graduation year. I remember when my cousin graduated in 2000, it seemed like soo far. The years flew by so fast. I'll be in college in 7 months. crazyness.

well, happy new year. and happy birthday adam.

ps my birthday is in 10 days!!!!

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 05:21:08 GMT

ive decided my biggest pet peeve ever is lying. its not even a big issue anymore, cuz i just feel like people lie SO much. think about how many times a day you "stretch the truth", make an excuse for a teacher or a friend. in a sense, thats lying. how many broken promises have you ever heard? how many have you made? its awful when you think about it.

obviouslyyyy...

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:46:52 GMT


partying is love
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word.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 04:34:04 GMT

loved and missed forever.

RIP Adam.
x12.2.03x

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 05:01:19 GMT

see entry posted on 11/14.

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 03:36:10 GMT

ive realized, you cant avoid love. its just not possible. because love comes in way too many forms. not only the type of love that you feel with one special person. love is in songs, on TV, in every movie, in friendships, interests, etc. think of anywhere, any day where you havent felt some kind of warmth, where you havent smiled, just from seeing someone else loving anything, if it wasnt you who felt that. love is a strong word, and intended to be that strong. i think its supposed to be used in a more casual context though, when not speaking of that one special person. i just keep listening to all these songs, and listening to these lyrics, and i wish i could feel the way the artists do. to be able to have such a strong insane feeling for just one person. itd be even better if a person could feel that way about me. i totally believe that life is about learning..and you have to get hurt sometimes. but after a while, you should finally get to the relationships worth the pain and wait you've put up with. ones that would just make you forget your past and just be so grateful that this person could make you feel so happy. and the worst part is, it just seems like im putting up with the pain and struggles and i get nothing. ever.

"Every second I'm without you I'm a mess"--the used.

why is it so impossible to find something that pure?

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 01:20:58 GMT

"Eventually I'll learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love
I'll learn that kisses wont always mean something
Promises will be broken
And sometimes goodbyes really are forever"

We waited and I guess we’re getting older
We couldn’t win in the end
You’re gone
I’m miles away
Turning out your lights
Ten different ways I could end this night
Can’t do this anymore
Won’t feel you anymore

"...And rest assured I'm moving on
I miss you less, with each day youre gone"

"boys like you are a dime a dozen
you're a touch overrated
you're a lush, and i hate it..."

"..so take your empty words,
your broken promises,
and all the time you stole
cause i am done with this."

"Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant. And I just keep thinkin, that I never meant it to be like this. You know what comes next, so do I..."

"you took me for granted
now you've changed, i haven't
it won't be so easy to sell me this feeling"

..."I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight"

"And all I need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far"

"...the only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips. i hope they taste of me forever."

"..And you know I’m not one for complaining,
But I love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart. This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow"

"..Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night? I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you .That look in your eyes I never thought that this would be untrue."

"..I will take a step back, and, I'll let you ahead, and I will take a step away, and see if you come back, because there's no more trying to make this so right, theres no more trying."

"..and its okay if you had to go away. just remember, the telephone works in both ways."

"Try and feel, try and listen, try and think of what you're missing, try to look into my eyes. Try."

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 00:09:29 GMT

1) Using band names, spell out your name.
J [Jersey]
A [Allister]
C [Count the Stars]
L [Lucky Boys Confusion]
Y [Yellowcard]
N [New Found Glory]

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?: not that i know of
3) What song makes you cry?: TBS-New American Classic, Incubus-I miss you, counting crows-colorblind
4) What song makes you happy?: mest-cadillac, anything on fired up, sugarcult-bounching off the walls
5) HEIGHT: 5'3"
6) HAIR COLOR: blonde
7) EYE COLOR: blue
8) PIERCINGS: 3
9) TATTOOS: negative.

10) WHAT YOU WEARING?: my pjamas :). (anthony's pants)
11) WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Brand New-play crack the sky
12) WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: gum
13) WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold, but nice.

14) HOW ARE YOU?: i'm pretty good.
15) GET MOTION SICKNESS?: um not really. but i cant read in the car or anything.
16) HAVE A BAD HABIT?: yes, i procrastinate and tend to get really messy..
17) GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: for the most part i guess. aside from the usual arguments.
18) LIKE TO DRIVE?: yeah
19) BOYFRIEND?: NOPE.
20) GIRLFRIEND?: uhh no thanks.
21) SEXUALITY?: straight
22) CHILDREN?: god. no.
23) HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE?: extremely.
24) BEEN HURT?: yes, terribly.
25) YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: i dont like living in regret. --"I have no regrets. I wouldn't have lived my life the way I did if I was going to worry about what people were going to say."
26) YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW?: TBS-where you want to be

27) IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: sky blue or cerulean or pink
28) WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: being w/ people i love, traveling, music, hangin out, relaxing, enjoying life in whatever way possible.
29) WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: idk i dont really buy cds.

Seven things in your room:
1. dresser
2. desk
3. bed
4. squishy blue pillow
5. clothes
6. photos
7. stereo

Seven things to do before death:
1. graduate from hs/college
2. be happy
3. be successful
4. get married
5. have A child
6. go skydiving or something adventerous
7. travel to beautiful foreign islands

Top seven things you say most:
1. yo
2. shit
3. what?
4. quality
5. clutch
6. awesome
7. dude

Do You:
Read the newspaper?: cant. touch. the. pages.
Pray?: yeah sometimes

Have you ever:
Been in love?: don't think so.
Gone skinny dipping?: not fully..
Had a medical emergency?: uhh..no. :knock on wood:
Had surgery?: nope
Swam in the dark?: yeah def.
Been to a Bonfire: umm. dont think so.
Played strip poker?: nope considering i dont know how to play cards.
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: nah (im a lover not a fighter ;))
Been on stage?: yeah
Slept outdoors?: yeahh family campout
Pulled an all nighter?: OHHH YEAHHHHHHHH
Made out with a stranger?: yeah
Been on radio/tv?: negative
Been in a mosh-pit?: yeahhh
Gotten lost in the woods: no dont think so
Been in an Undertow: nahh
Smoked a Cigar: ew. GROSS.
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 23:03:06 GMT

I'm so excited for halloween. Its such a fun holiday. Even though halloween isn't on a school day, a lot of people are wearing costumes tomorrow. Then theres a few (costume) parties this weekend. Jess and Sarah came up with the idea for our costumes. Sarah isnt done w/ her costume yet, but me and jess' look pretty cute! (secret costumes till tomorrow ;))

were both sleepin at sarahs house tonight so we can all go in to school together tomorrow.

i have an eye doctor appointment tomorrow. =\. I'm not going to be able to drive. But, I need glasses so bad. I have awful vision driving at night, and seeing the boards and stuff in school. Might as well fix the problem early.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 22:57:44 GMT

Rest in peace Erin. You will be forever loved and missed.
Hang in there Sean and Kevin.

God saw you were getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you,
And whispered, "Come to me."

With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.

A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only taktes the best.

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 02:01:43 GMT

why do people abandon you when you need them the most?

why is it when absolutely nothing is going right, and you just need that one person, they're just not there?

i cant seem to figure it out.

i hate SATs. im applying to 12 schools. if i get into one i'll be estatic. this whole college process blows. i really cant wait till all this shit is over.

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 00:39:09 GMT

totally forgot to update about the much needed past weekend. SATs were on saturday..they were okay. but i dont want to say anything cuz i dont want to jinx myself. hopefully i did well enough so i can send out all of my stupid college applications. my list is currently at 12 schools. the process is annoying, but it will be so worth it when all of my applications are done by like, the end of november.

but the wekeend was so kickass. saturday night was the pimps n' hos party. everyone dressed up. everyone looked awesome. the party rocked even though the cops came around 11. luckily everyone was given a warning, and we were outta there. the rest of the night flew by. from what i remember, i was driving around in sarahs car..and walking around barefoot in like..really dirty places lol. senior year is really kicking ass. im loving it.

this weekend should be fun too. tomorrow night is the football game. not sure whats happenin after. but im hangin w/ billy and cila! :D . saturday i might go to west orange..not sure yet. but I DONT HAVE WORK! cant wait. peace.

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 23:20:14 GMT

taking back sunday owns me

they have the most perfect lyrics for every situation.

"And all I need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far"

"Cuz I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions"

"..And you know I’m not one for complaining,
But I love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as I slowly fall apart. This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow"

"boys like you are a dime a dozen
you're a touch overrated
you're a lush, and i hate it..."

"Well it's getting colder and you're getting distant. And I just keep thinkin, that I never meant it to be like this. You know what comes next, so do I..."

Sat, 09 Oct 2004 02:51:24 GMT

i hate change. i hate when people change. especially so quickly. i know its a part of life, and trillions of changes are made everyday. but i hate when people change, and then it has a negative effect on your relationship. especially when i put forth effort, and get barely anything in return. its not fair. but i suppose everything happens for a reason. maybe it'll be a learning lesson. i have yet to figure out the lesson.

whatever.

"i'm falling into memories of you, and the things we used to do"

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 20:57:09 GMT

Your full name:: jaclyn michele-elizabeth
Age:: 17
Height:: 5'3''..sHaWtY!!
Natural hair color:: blonde
Eye color:: blue
Number of siblings:: 1 in NJ, 2 in CA
Glasses/contacts?:: none, but im going blind =/
Piercings:: ears/cartilage
Tattoos:: getting a 4-leaf clover on my hip very soon
Braces?:: neverrr

FAVORITE
Colour:: pinkand blue
Band:: toughie. too many.
Song:: " "
Stuffed animal:: ducky (my monkey from when i was like, 1)
Video game:: any mario games, tony hawks, crazy taxi
TV show:: six feet under, CSI, extreme makeover (home edition)
Movie:: fight club, BDS, FBDO, soo many more
Book:: where the wild things are (childhood) & the forgotten
Food:: chicken i guess, theres lots u can make w/ it
Game on a cell phone:: snake or bejeweled
CD cover:: incubus covers
Flower:: roses
Scent:: vanilla & boys cologne
Animal:: dogs, turtles, cows
Comic book:: dont read em, but if i did...x-men
Cereal:: kix, chex, trix, or frosted flakes
Website:: google.com..its saved my life.
Cartoon:: spongebob def

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: barely, guitar
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: god. no i hardly ever watch TV
Like to sing?:: yeahh but i suck hah
Have a job?:: cashier @ dubrows ;)
Have a cell phone?:: yeah
Like to play sports?:: for the most part, yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: nah
Have a crush on someone?:: yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: yeah at one point
Have any special talents/skills?:: hm. i cant think of any now..
Excercise daily?:: i try to 3 times a week
Like school?:: hmm sometimes

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: i bet i could..
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yeah
Speak any other languages?:: lil spanish, lil italian
Go a day without food?:: yeah prob
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yeahh def
Read music, not just tabs?:: not anymore
Roll your tongue?:: yeahh
Eat a whole pizza?:: ahh no

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: not my house, but yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: haha yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: nahh u cant get lost in L-town
Seen a shooting star?:: yeahh on the beach :)
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yeah..aruba, bahamas, cayman islands, st martin, and st. thomas
Had a serious surgery?:: noo thank god
Stolen something important to someone else?:: nah thats not cool
Solved a rubiks cube?:: pfff. yea rite.
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: if my pjs are sweatpants, probably
Cried over a girl?:: umm..maybe a fight w/ a friend ?
Cried over a boy?:: definately
Kissed a random stranger?:: noo..
Hugged a random stranger?:: noo..
Been in a fist fight?:: no, but ive always wanted to!
Been arrested?:: negative
Done drugs?:: nope
Had alcohol?:: yeahh haha
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: uhh no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yeah def.
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: yepp
Been to warped tour?:: nope, always in CA
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yeah haha
Been in love?:: maybe
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: yeahh slot machines w/ alexx
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: aww no!!
Broken a bone?:: yeah (finger, ribs, toe)
Gotten stitches?:: yeah on my finger
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: nah that sounds fun tho
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: ew no
Made homemade muffins?:: yeahh blueberry
Bitten someone?:: yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: disneyland
More than 5 times?:: nope
Been to niagra falls?:: nope
Burped in someones face?:: uhh no.
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yeah =/

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: an hour ago?
Went to the bathroom:: 10 min ago
Saw a movie in theaters:: in august i guess..collateral
Read a book:: pshh. who reads. jk..last week
Had a snow day:: in the winter..
Had a party:: (went to a party) last week
Had a slumber party:: (sleepover) last weekend
Made fun of someone:: hm idk. prob today lol
Tripped in front of someone:: cant remember, surprsing for me.
Went to the grocery store:: today for lunch
Got sick:: currently sick.
Cursed:: today

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: depends on the season lol
Lights on/lights off:: off def.
TV/movie:: movies
Car/truck:: Car
Body spray/lotion:: Lotion
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: headache. they go away faster.
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: chineseee!
Summer/winter:: tough one. prob summer cuz no school
Snow/rain:: both!
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: both
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: i AM a girl...(?)
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: oooh..both..
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean! i <3 the beach.
Hugs/kisses:: bothh. prob kisses tho.
Cookies/muffins:: Cookies
p33n/bewbz:: uhh..sure..
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog by far
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: both
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Spring/autumn:: hmm..theyre both really pretty..idk
Clouds/clear sky:: both!
Moon/mars:: Moon

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: probably
Are you single?:: yeah =/
Are you in a relationship?:: undefinable.
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yeah def
What is your idea of the best date?:: something cute, classy. buttt if were at the beach...sunset dinner on a pier, late night walk on the beach, back to someones house for movie or w/e else ;)
What was your first kiss like?:: bad. lol
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 14
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: no not at all
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: just cute/fun times. (if its someone im 'involved' with i mean)
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: yeah
Have you ever been dumped?:: hmm nope.
Have you ever dumped someone?:: yup.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: idkk..

I....
am:: an individual
want:: subs or straight hair
need:: to get into college
crave:: this old-school fruity drink..twister? or something
love:: friends/family
hate:: ignorance, anger
did:: go to the mall today..
feel:: tired/sick
miss:: summer & mark
am annoyed by:: (currently) my brother
would rather:: be sleepingg
am tired of:: doing hw
will always:: be myself.

SILLY STUFF
What is your favorite genre of music?:: dont really have just one
What time is it now?:: 4:15
What day is it?:: monday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: two seconds ago
How much money do you have right now?:: idk, not a lot.
Are you hungry?:: kind of.
Whatcha doin?:: typin in this thingy
Do you like parades?:: eh, they're alright..
Do you like the moon?:: uh, sure ?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: sleep
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: thats any word if u keep saying it a lot
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: telepathy
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yeah theyre cute
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: hell yeah
What about sock em boppers?:: omg they kicked ass
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yeah

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: that stupid kind of funny i guess lol
pretty?:: i guess
sarcastic?:: psh. no. (yes, obviously lol)
lazy?:: yeahh
hyper?:: at times
friendly?:: yes very
evil?:: noo im nice
smart?:: umm i can be, i guess
strong?:: sure thing...
talented?:: maybe..sometimes..
dorky?:: uhh..not really lol

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against!
airplanes:: for
war:: depends i guess
canada:: um..i guess theyre alright?
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage::for!!
school:: eh. depends.
surveys:: i guess theyre cool, when youre bored
parents:: for
cars:: For
killing:: aganist
britney spears:: shes cool
coffee:: FOR. omg addiction
pants:: for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: definately!!
Play strip poker?:: yeahh i would
Run away?:: umm. if i had a legit reason to
Curse at a teacher?:: yes definately
Not take a shower for a week?:: eww no.
Ask someone out?:: ehh idk. i kinda like the guy asking the girl, its classy lol
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: noo. be urself
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeah def doing the study abroad program @ college
Go scuba diving?:: yeah!
Write a book?:: if i had the time/concentration
Become a rockstar?:: eh..
Have casual sex?:: sure lol

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: paul mitchell
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: hm. weekend.
What kind of computer do you have?:: dell. piece. of. shit.
What grade are you in?:: 12..SeNiOrSSS!!
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: uhh..no..
Or just make out?:: ehh. i guess. its kinda weird w/ other people there..
How many posters do you have in your room?:: prob like 4?
How many cds do you have?:: 30497823064830. so many.
What time is it now?:: 4:25

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 02:44:01 GMT

yeah so all of the work that i had in the beginning of the year has completely subsided. i barely have anything to do now. i dont get it. but as of right now, senior year is kicking ass. its good though that i dont have schoolwork cuz i have a bunch of college stuff to do. i went to quinnipiac this weekend (which was so kickass) and ive really started to get on this college crap. finishing applications, finishing my essay, narrowing down my schools list. im meeting with my college counselor on wednesday. even though i dont think its necessary, i guess its for the better. its just less stuff for me to do. i hope ill have all of my applications and stuff finished by december or so.

not much else is new. i have my annual summer-->fall cold and it sucks. im coughing and sneezing like crazy. but, youth group started last night, and it was really awesome. about 65 people showed up..most of them being freshmen, but it was awesome. i like being on core. i cant wait for antioch.

countdown SATs:5 days

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 00:29:30 GMT

yeah so i haven't had time to update really. i dont have a life anymore. between school-work, dubrows, and SAT work i just really cant do much of anything. luckily SATs are in 2 weeks, so that will be a load off of my shoulders. this weekend was so kickass though, so it just made up for all the stress.

i went to visit mark at college. me and my cousin worked out this amazing plan. she was going to philly to visit her college friends. so she drove me there, dropped me off at philadelphia university, and went to her friends. we told my mom that my cousin was going to visit old college friends at bucknell and then we were going to visit colleges around the area. she totally bought it. totally worked. and i got to stay 2 nights at marks. friday night there was nothin really goin on. saturday me and mark went to the city (philly), shopped around, and met up with jesse. we came back to marks and started the party. it was awesome. i dont remember much of the night, but i know it was fun. then this morning i went home on the train after being delayed an hour. but thats okay cuz i got to spend more time with mark anyways.

i'll have to go down there again sometime. i seriously had such a good time though. it was sooo funn. i can't wait to go to college. Hopefully mark is gonna come home again within the next 2 weeks. i hate always saying goodbye. i hate goodbyes, period. they suck.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 03:25:20 GMT

i love when bad weeks turn into amazing weekends. :)

details later. sleep now.