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happy st. patricks day!
"everyone's irish on st. patties day"-bds
kiss me i'm irish. =)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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[25 Feb 2005|02:44pm] |
 | You scored as Sadistic Humour. Congratulations, you scored Sadistic Humour. You find the little things in life to be funny, and have a great sense of humour, whether it's stupid or dark. You're probably young, and older people don't understand why it's all so fucking hillarious. Either way, check out: Clerks, Mallrats, Napoleon Dynamite, Wayne's World.
Sadistic Humour | | 95% | Romantic Comedy | | 90% | Sci-Fi/Fantasy | | 70% | Mindfuck | | 60% | Drama/Suspense | | 50% | Mindless Action Flick | | 50% | Artistic | | 45% | </td>
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[25 Feb 2005|02:22pm] |
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figured i'd give the random update. its february break, and im just relaxing, having fun. most recently, i went snowboarding with JT for the weekend. it was crazy fun. i really want to get my own snowboard. (i'll take donations). anyways, before that was antioch. most likely my last one =(. but it made a huge difference. probably one of the best retreats ever. the theme was "relationships", and lets just say i had one to fix up. and we really did, "were really doin it!". i <3 you ant.
anyways, other than that..i got into saint josephs university. so now its a matter of deciding between York College of Pennsylvania OR Saint Joseph's University. good thing is i havent gotten rejected from any of the schools i applied to. :knock on wood:
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[23 Jan 2005|12:39am] |
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"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now youre not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."
"If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be"
"Moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it so difficult"
"I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was"
"I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile."
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost."
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Sometimes i wonder, if trying is worth anything.
I read this book, "He's Just Not That Into You"...and its basically what the title is. It's this book explaing all the tell-tale signs that a guy just doesn't like you that much. Some of it is bullshit, but about 80% seemed accurate. I just hate getting mixed signals from people, and i can't tell if theyre actually busy..or they just make up an excuse for not calling. i mean sure, people do have busy days, but i mean, a phone call just to say hey doesnt take that long does it?
i'm the type of person that is always like 'well, im not gonna call him first. lets see if he calls me." or "im not gonna ask him to hang out, he should ask me." sometimes its intentional, sometimes its not. i just wonder if guys think about us as much as we think about them. do they analyze the tiniest things? or just shrug everything off? why cant guys just get that girls like being called? and they enjoy having that kind of company? i just feel so like, little and insignificant sometimes. and one person shouldn't make me feel like that.
i've gone through this before with the same person. twice. and i was hurt twice. i'm trying to hold back my feelings as much as i possibly can. i'm not starting anything. i can't. i just cant take the emotions anymore. last time i always said "maybe hes busy today, we'll see how it goes tomorrow." no. no more of that bullshit. this is the first and last week that i can consider feeling like this. today is wednesday. if its a good turn-out, then i'll positively move forward. but if not, then im done. i'll stop myself while im ahead of the game. hindsight really is a bitch, because i just end up confusing the hell out of myself.
"..waiting here with hopes the phone will ring, and i'm thinking awful things. pretty sure that few would notice."
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[10 Jan 2005|03:10pm] |
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[01 Jan 2005|03:45pm] |
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Once again, i haven't updated in a while. quick update...
-went to california from 12/23-12/30. Jess came. It was fun.
-Christmas was cool.
-Happy New Year.
Nutshell version of my life.
Last night i went to nathans house. a few people were there. it was cool..then at like 1:00 we went to the roach. after, me jess and weber went back to sarahs house, drank beers and watched king arthur haha. we slept till 2:00..and here i am.
Its madd weird that its 2005. Its my graduation year. I remember when my cousin graduated in 2000, it seemed like soo far. The years flew by so fast. I'll be in college in 7 months. crazyness.
well, happy new year. and happy birthday adam.
ps my birthday is in 10 days!!!!
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[11 Dec 2004|12:18am] |
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ive decided my biggest pet peeve ever is lying. its not even a big issue anymore, cuz i just feel like people lie SO much. think about how many times a day you "stretch the truth", make an excuse for a teacher or a friend. in a sense, thats lying. how many broken promises have you ever heard? how many have you made? its awful when you think about it.
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[03 Dec 2004|05:46pm] |
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[02 Dec 2004|11:33pm] |
loved and missed forever.
RIP Adam.
x12.2.03x
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[18 Nov 2004|10:24pm] |
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ive realized, you cant avoid love. its just not possible. because love comes in way too many forms. not only the type of love that you feel with one special person. love is in songs, on TV, in every movie, in friendships, interests, etc. think of anywhere, any day where you havent felt some kind of warmth, where you havent smiled, just from seeing someone else loving anything, if it wasnt you who felt that. love is a strong word, and intended to be that strong. i think its supposed to be used in a more casual context though, when not speaking of that one special person. i just keep listening to all these songs, and listening to these lyrics, and i wish i could feel the way the artists do. to be able to have such a strong insane feeling for just one person. itd be even better if a person could feel that way about me. i totally believe that life is about learning..and you have to get hurt sometimes. but after a while, you should finally get to the relationships worth the pain and wait you've put up with. ones that would just make you forget your past and just be so grateful that this person could make you feel so happy. and the worst part is, it just seems like im putting up with the pain and struggles and i get nothing. ever.
"Every second I'm without you I'm a mess"--the used.
why is it so impossible to find something that pure?
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[14 Nov 2004|08:20pm] |
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"Eventually I'll learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love
I'll learn that kisses wont always mean something
Promises will be broken
And sometimes goodbyes really are forever"
( SO done )
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1) Using band names, spell out your name.
J [Jersey]
A [Allister]
C [Count the Stars]
L [Lucky Boys Confusion]
Y [Yellowcard]
N [New Found Glory]
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[28 Oct 2004|06:59pm] |
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I'm so excited for halloween. Its such a fun holiday. Even though halloween isn't on a school day, a lot of people are wearing costumes tomorrow. Then theres a few (costume) parties this weekend. Jess and Sarah came up with the idea for our costumes. Sarah isnt done w/ her costume yet, but me and jess' look pretty cute! (secret costumes till tomorrow ;))
were both sleepin at sarahs house tonight so we can all go in to school together tomorrow.
i have an eye doctor appointment tomorrow. =\. I'm not going to be able to drive. But, I need glasses so bad. I have awful vision driving at night, and seeing the boards and stuff in school. Might as well fix the problem early.
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[28 Oct 2004|06:52pm] |
Rest in peace Erin. You will be forever loved and missed.
Hang in there Sean and Kevin.
God saw you were getting tired,
And a cure was not to be,
So he put his arms around you,
And whispered, "Come to me."
With tearful eyes we watched you,
And saw you pass away.
Although we loved you dearly,
We could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating,
Hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove to us,
He only taktes the best.
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[21 Oct 2004|09:57pm] |
why do people abandon you when you need them the most?
why is it when absolutely nothing is going right, and you just need that one person, they're just not there?
i cant seem to figure it out.
i hate SATs. im applying to 12 schools. if i get into one i'll be estatic. this whole college process blows. i really cant wait till all this shit is over.
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[14 Oct 2004|08:33pm] |
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totally forgot to update about the much needed past weekend. SATs were on saturday..they were okay. but i dont want to say anything cuz i dont want to jinx myself. hopefully i did well enough so i can send out all of my stupid college applications. my list is currently at 12 schools. the process is annoying, but it will be so worth it when all of my applications are done by like, the end of november.
but the wekeend was so kickass. saturday night was the pimps n' hos party. everyone dressed up. everyone looked awesome. the party rocked even though the cops came around 11. luckily everyone was given a warning, and we were outta there. the rest of the night flew by. from what i remember, i was driving around in sarahs car..and walking around barefoot in like..really dirty places lol. senior year is really kicking ass. im loving it.
this weekend should be fun too. tomorrow night is the football game. not sure whats happenin after. but im hangin w/ billy and cila! :D . saturday i might go to west orange..not sure yet. but I DONT HAVE WORK! cant wait. peace.
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TAKING.BACK.SUNDAY. |
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taking back sunday owns me
they have the most perfect lyrics for every situation.
( tbs=life )
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